First of all thank you for your feedback on my previous journal entry. Some of you were ass kicking and right as rain
A warm welcome to my recent watchers. I can't guarantee that I can draw every fantasy you like but feel free to browse my humble gallery. Its not so much I think, I don't really know what keeps me on drawing though.
Some of you found me on "Draw This Again Contest", which is cool. I've just notice that 10 finalist were selected. I went to check it out and.... honestly (for me at least) I count only 3 were the best improvements. The other 7 were like bla bla bla... Sounds harsh eh? well tell me how can you really judge this. Its quite a vague kind of contest, submitters upload a vast categories of medium and I'm sure there was no spot for anime theme. If I could know about this first hand, I'd never made one... seriously.
Let's be done with that contest, it doesn't matter to me anymore. Anyway, a small question to you: What kind of friends did you live with? Do they like your art? How would they react upon it?. Unfortunately for me, I can count my close friends that really like my work by fingers. Others were like "Kyaaa~!" or "OMG" for 3 seconds and then they'll be gone. I don't really feel the atmosphere where I would think like I want to do some surprise for them. Like "today is xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx birthday, I'm gonna draw something for him/her"
ヽ( ̄д ̄; )ノ.... Seriously, I don't feel like I could contribute something when your dearest friends find your work as nothing... special.









It's more like...'nobody cares' when it comes to stuff like these...
although yeah...it's like a dream for me as well...to draw for someone like that and they actually care....and i even found a person like that...and then i hate that person...<<i guess it's just me who is weird >>
yeah...and the draw this again contest...when you see it on a large scale it was not something which could be made into a contest...but well...it did it's job,making people draw...
Btw, I really like your drawings.
Most of my friends are not artist, so I don't know. I'm really a bit selfish too, I just draw for myself.
haha.
You're gallery is so pretty! I'm learning from it.
and and ahh, usually for me is that
people at first are amazed over my art,
but later they get used to it QnQ
sort of sad haha
"thats nice.."
and no I dont mean to say I want them to shower me with praise or anything
Its just that contrast of enthusiasm you know?
I am SO excited and pumped over my art and that just clashes with others more mellow reaction
It just makes me feel lonely
I just wish someone else could feel what I feel...
if i'd make a suggestion i'd say you should expand your medium by experimenting with different styles/themes after which you could incorporate them in your already established anime-verse.
not everyone is excited about art .. or maybe just drawing. it doesn't make them bad people.. just friends you can't share that part of your life with. find people with whom you can and keep your other friends for other activities/parts of you. i'm sure you have many wonderful things about you that are enjoyed by them as well.
relax and enjoy yourself
life is good
I has been drawind since more than 10 years and as you said the people only say wow! or so nice! but it usually they dont feel anithing special : E
do you take rrequests?